i could only cry so much.

Walked with much thought in hand.
Felt the cold breeze swiped my hair from my face.
Cried my heart out last night.
Never felt so lonely and hopeless.
Why cry ?
The tears meant nothing anyways.
All for nothing.
Forget about nights.
I dont want to go to sleep.
Stupid, lousy, unnecessary dreams just made me feel worse than what it was.
What was it implying ?
I'd rather not fall asleep than dream such predicaments.
Replacements.
Thats what i thought.
There should never be such useless word to describe this.
Come mornings everyday.
Thats much better ..
Focus.