hello world.

hi again. yeah, im back from my ever so long hiatus. since then, many things happen, in and out of my life. ive got so much to be penned down but i just dont know where to start. thats me and that.is.pathetic. really. im speechless at this very moment if you must know.

okay, so its a whole new year all over again, which always succumbs to a whole new resolution.... well, if you readers are eager to know what my resolutions are... it is to not have any. yess, you heard me. my resolutions are not to have any resolutions in 07. plain weird. i guess thats just the way it is, coz whenever i do have one, its.just.not.working. whatever that means. for now, i'll just let everything go with the flow and handle every situation, good or bad, with a smile. Q: does a plastic smile counts, no?

sidetrack please.

its been the 2nd week of 07. school started. yaay. what a way to start school. nothings ready. zero,zilch. not physically or mentally. if you know what i mean. it just sucked. aha, sucks to not be ready on whats coming my way soon/3monthslater/future??

sidetrack again, please.

other than that, ive started working. a certified barista, yea. its been fun and worthwhile. okay, i know that i have a thing or two for the love of baking, but lil did i know that i have a thing or two for cooking, too. its amusing. been watching loads of cookoff shows and something just sparks me to get my cooking desire to good use. nicee. been making homemade stuffs on my own. its surprisingly fun and...err..therapeutic? just so you know, my list of so-called therapeutic stuffs that ive discovered so far...

1) painting, even if it means the whole blardy house.

2) staring at the tranquility of the fishes minding their own business without knowing a lost soul is watching their every move.

3) cooking, my own way please with noone telling me how ive turned the kitchen upside-down please. noone. just be my tastebuds. thats all im asking.

wookay. maybe i should stop here. whats next in line, chef?

gosh. im allll jumbled/messed/cocked up. whichever way you wanna put it. this entry has been filled with many confusion, sarcasm and negativity, dont you think?

i think so, babe.